Hmmm!!!
Its lyf..
 
smtyms ur hapi 
 
 
smtyms ur sad 
 
 
smtyms ur dissapointed 
 
 
smtyms ur totally feel dat everythng around u was juz meant 2 b....
I realli didnt expect maiself 2 b lyk dis
wad i dream of neber totally cum true
sum did bt a few while later its gone
just fading away from me
example dreaming 2 haf a wonderful boyfrend
study soo hard till succeed
feel free && no one controlling u
bt all dat onli happens 4 awhile
the thng is dat
i juz dont noe y
i kept wondering lately
y dis must happened 2 me && nt other ppl
others cn try 2 4get dis person in a short while
bt how bout me till now i still couldnt
i tried 2 bt its dam difficult
 
i tried 2 let him go bt its dam hard
sum of mai frends think im stupid && even crazy
2 haf accepted the same guy again n again
nt once bt 4 tyms
i realli doont noe wads going on wif me
 
4 now i juz cant take it anymore
 
it hurts me badly
 
my heart has been cut deeply alreadi
 
after wadd happened between me n him
 
a few guys gt sound me
 
&& all i reject
 
i  juz cant accept guys in mai life animore
 
im scared 2 get hurt again n again n again
 
i had enough
 
&& it ends here
 
nowadays i feel so sad restless
 
&& kept thinking bout the past
 
it all start 2 flashback in mai mind back
 
haiz!!!!
 
i dont noe wad else 2 do
 
mayb all dis dat happened 2 me i deserve it maiself
Labels: My Life was meant 2 b lyk dis